I've been thinking an awful lot about past concert and times of playing together with other pros and with my students. I think a lot about my brass ensembles and my brass camp. I've got lots of old concert videos to share. Thankfully, looking at these make me happier than they make me said, just because it puts me in a good frame of mind. Plus, I just get to hear great music played by my students. It gives me hope.
And I try to me as hopeful as I can. Even though life is so hard right now, I still try to look towards a positive future.
Take care and value music.